driver owh driver

hmmm almost 1 week mama hantar n ambil aidil, nazhim kt sk KE(2), adik pulak kt Tadika Zaman Jauhari kt taman jana.... penat n terkejar2... balik rumah pulak kena kemas, basuh baju... masak mmg x da la trus beli sbb nk suruh kamu bertiga ni tidur dulu... sbb petang kena pergi kelas mengaji quran kt kemunting...penat memang penat...

ops hampir out of the topic.. .hehehe.. ttg hal driver ni...hmm bagi sesiapa yg baca blog ni..harap sama2 ambil ikhtibar k.. kadang x salah nk bawa keta 40km/j tp pleaseeeee lah consider to other driver too.. tu cermin pandang belakang tu.... gunakan lah.. bukan guna utk picit jerawat atau korek bijih...hish.. kalau kt depan tu tak da keta lain or jarak pun jauh lg..boleh baris 7-8 biji keta apa salah lajak la sikit.... nk potong.. jalan kt sini kecik jer.. then banyak moto kiri n kanan jalan...(tu lg satu).. kadang2 disebabkan driver yg slow motion nih la yg bole sebabkan accident utk driver lain... then bila dh keta belakang nk potong tertiber lak driver nih tekan minyak aiseyyyy.. bila terdentum ...yg slow driver ni bole kata "tu la bawak lagi laju"... hmmm mcmana tuh?... please la kalau kita x nak org sakitkan hari kita..please tolak ansur la ...

lagi satu hal driver hmmm mostly ladies...sorry la tp this is the fact... kadang tu time kita bagi signal nk ke masuk dari tepi jalan ke jalan besar, bg la can... jangan nmpk jer org bagi signal yg terhegeh2 nih bole pulak terus vroomm.. x bagi lak... kalau mama senang jer, mama x kan terus masuk... mama jalan pelan2 dulu then cari mana yg leka insya allah bole masuk nyer la... hehehe... bagi signal pun salah..x bagi lagi la kan...nk hangin jer..mama cukup pantang org x bagi signal... ko ingat aku ni boleh ada sixth sense ker ha???

hmmm rasanya cukup kot ttg drivers kt malaysia nih...hmmm anyway..drive safely n smart..not freely n stupid...

i'm backkkk

wooohooo... i'm backkkkk.... but actually i'm finally get my password kihkihkih..... missed my blog so bad..

it's funny...there's too much to writes and i didn't know which one to start...

ok lets start with my boys... now they are growing smarter n naughtier... all of them are in their "bapak" supervision...hehehe... now mama can rest mind and soul.. for the second year now mama can enter any of spa without worrying about my boys (at least for the moment)... mama really need this .....

this morning while sending Aizhim to his kindergarten, mama did ask " adik sayang mama tak?..." Adik just humming and said " Adik tak nak sayang mama, adik cinta mama boleh x?... hehehe.... i didn't know why i said this "mana boleh adik cinta mama, bapak jer boleh la..." then he quickly answered " eeeiiii tak malu"... errrr .. actually they did ask me the question last night after they'd finish their quran's classes.hmmm the word "cinta" actually very universal... yes mama cinta (love) all my sons.. but it's not the right time to explain more to them..

another story is... finally mama had a partner... hehehe her name is "Bobby".. she a sweet parsian cat... hehehe.. she's my bff. and as for today.. mama will get another partner for her. hmm at least this can relief my tense. luckily, "bapak" understand my needs.. he's support me in having a pet..hmm after 8 years of marriage.. but now i know actually he also like Bobby. but the true story why i'm adopting Bobby is because she is a handicap cat and smeared (on the first time i'd met her).. so without any earlier notice i have adopted her. i hoping our house would be the better place for her..

the new story is... now i'm busy making homemade chocolate... and thank again to your father boys... he supported me but sometimes it's really hard to ask for help...ayooo.. but most of the time he did helped me (hmmm after he heard my mumbling)...

not only homemade choc ( u can refer to InLove Creations Blog)... but now mama excited to try all my favourite dish... flavoured donuts, scone and cupcakes...hehehe... mama really love it boys....

raya oh raya

it's been 6 year i'm celebrating raya at peningsular malaysia......... when should be my turn ... i wanna feel the raya mood at kk... wanna break fast at my hometown.....

terlalu banyak alasan n halangan.... mama dah tak kuasa... tak pa la... terima jer lah... mama harap sangat thn depan will be my year.... dear mr hb i've done everything n give my all to you... please at least sekali jer pun cukup... mama teringin nk berbuka n beraya di kk.... mama faham tugas n kepayahan hb nk minta cuti... orang kalau dah workaholic nk buat macamanakan hehehe... bagus jgk....

at least biarlah merasa di kg sendiri sebelum mama pergi tak kembali dah hehehe..

ramadhan.....

hari ni satu ramadhan.... seronok tak terhingga... betapa mama rindukan ramadhan.... mama harap sangat2 agar tahun ni mama dapat tunai apa yg tak sempat mama buat thn2 sebelum ini... malam td mama tk berkesempatan tarawih di masjid telekom... bapak kena duty... tak pa mam solat kt rumah jer pun ok... harap2 malam ni mama boleh gi terawih kt masjid...

mama harap tahun ni puasa n ibadat mama diterima Allah s.w.t ...

pagi ni mama seronok sangat sebab aidil pun ikut bersahur... walaupun tak seberapa tp aidil ada semangat nk berpuasa... aidil cakap kena puasa sebab cikgu ton suruh hahahaa.... tak pa aidil kecil lg.. pelan2 yer nak... nanti mama nk ajak angah n adik bersahur n berpuasa.

Insya Allah bulan puasa ni kita cuba kerap balik rumah opah yer nak....

mama sebenarnya tengah sakit kepala .... berat sangat... mungkin sebab cuaca kot... wallahu'alam...

so mama nk sambung .......................... :)

just wondering..................

today i was in school... it is not the end of the lesson... but gonna continued it tomorrow... hmmm it's mean... there r school on saturday.... it's our duty teachers..... so come on and have fun tomorrow.... even though i've a sore throat but think positive... at least i can sing like a rock star.... hmmm( don't know any name)... luckily i'm teaching in special education school... here there r less talk but more to sign language....

about the past i've already forgotten... lets it flows.... life goes on.. right??.. now ramadhan is near... hopefully the whole year is ramadhan... i like the spirit during ramadhan.... this year i'm planning to get closer to Merciful Allah.... Insya Allah.... i've been waiting for 5 years to perform tarawikh with my friends here... hopefully this year will be the year....

so this year it will be my beloved husband turn to choose the theme... hehehe.. :P... lets he picks himself... sometimes.. hmmm no most of the times he will choosed the better one... included wardrobe and clothes.... i'll be stand beside hmmm and hummmm all the time hehehe....

our anniversary also will be coming soon.... all these past 7 years we've been through everything together.... i just can't go on if you r not at my side... oppssss... this story i'll writes on the b.day...

my sons all r growing faster.... mama didn't realized when r u grow... mam missed all the time bathing n playing with u when u r just a little ones... how much i miss that time... i wish the time will stop and u will never grew up so i can play with u all the time... now aidil is a big boy... he doesn't want to get bath with me or his father... "aidil mandi sendiri"..... he also do want to share with his brothers...

angah also now a smart ones... always with his tricky minds.. hehehe... he's the clever ones... but for almost of the times he's the one mama adore... but he is now away from me... he only want to play with his father... maybe because we're have been too closed before the little ones comes... hmmm :(

adik was the cutest ones... he's my favourite ones... he's always be with me... i even can't close my eyes without seeing his face.....he's also grew up now...

now all of my sons r growing.... mama will always prays for u... mama will always love u... mama really missed all of u.... u r my sunshine .... how i wish u were not grow so all of u will stick with me... yes it's sound selfish but u were mine hehehe.... one day all u will find out why mama always scolding u.... it's because i love u so much and i want you to become a person.....mama never hated u.... mama will hated myself if i didn't done my job well before i'm leaving....

my heart is full of beautiful person beside me...my huband (rosli daud), aisil, nazhim and aizhim... there will no space to any person here....it always be 4 of you....

insya allah....

finally....

fuhhh seksanya... punyalah sekian lama mama mencari apa password blog ni.. hadui pening kepala mama.... the simple thing can be the hardest thing to do...

first let me tell u the saddest story.... last month was the miserable month for me... i need to be strong.... mama kena fitnah... biasa la mulut manusia... rambut sama hitam hati siapa la yang tahu.... mama kena tuduh macam2 tp tak pa mam kan kebal hehehe... insya allah.... sebab mama tahu... mama tak buat semua benda yang dicakap....

punyalah tak malu dia tu dah la pegawai kerajaan.. lelaki pulak tu... sepatutnya lebih waras dan matang... tp sebaliknya.... tanam tebu di tepi bibir.... macam tu la perumpamaan yg sesuai utk dia..... suka membuat cerita sangat2.... lain yg jadi lain yg dicerita... asthafirullah'alazim...

tp orang ni berjaya mendapat perhatian big momma n big daddy dia.... seronok la kan dapat jatuhkan air muka orang kan.... this person should be put at an island....kalau boleh mcm pulau jerjak...

mama tahu sampai sekarang lelaki tu tak puas hati.... even mama tak buat apa pun.... dh sampai cakap2 yg tk best... it's ok... mama buat tk reti jer.... lantak dia la nk cari pasal dgn siapa pulak.... yg mama tahu... one day i'll be punished for what have he done....

cuma mam harap sgt2 1 hari dia akan sedar bahawa bawa mulut ni tak da noktah yang baik tp akan tinggalkan satu tanda buat dia selama2nya... orang sekeliling akan cop what kind of this man.... sampai bila2 pun....

asthafirullah... mama pun dh melarat2 nih.... ok lah at least mama dpt jugak release apa yg terbuku di dalam hati ni....

kepada mereka ni cepat2 sedar dari mimpi indah kamu.... tak salah meminta maaf... tp menjadi bodoh sombong tu ...hmmm fikir sendiri lah...

wallahu' alam

my way or your way or anyway or no way

dah dekat 6 bulan kita stay kat taiping... sekejap jer masa kan.. tp byk lagi benda kena buat.. mama masih lg gagal nk uruskan masa... until now mama gagal nk daftar masuk thn 1 utk aidil n daftar angah g prasekolah uth thn depan.... mama tk berkesempatan lg ada jer benda kena buat last minute... even utk diri sendiri pun tk sempat... mama rasa tk pernah puas rehat kt sini....

mama starting to get use to my workplace... my colleagues r goods here n i'm happy being here. cuma mama rasa tk seronok nk g bakat la... sbb bila mama dh kena involved terpaksa la masa mama jd tersepit lg... tak sampai hati to say no to this matter... this is your father's future... ikut jer la...

just to express my emotions mama geram dgn kaki menipu ni... i never lie in my life.... even i've trie so many times to lies to your father but .... he's know i'm not a good liar... mama tk pandai bohong pun blum nk bohong pun bapak kamu dh tau.. dia mesti gelak punya lah... bapak kan suka sakat mama benda2 mcm ni... bab nk pekenakan mama serah kt bapak kamu jer la..... u're so lucky to he's your father...

back to my story.... mama tak suker poker face nih... mama jenis percaya lah jgk citer minah laki bini nih... skali dpt tau citer sbnr secara kebetulan trus mama tak mahu dh dekat kt this liar... mama boleh lg chat dgn dia tp after this jangan terkejut la time dia nk bukak citer penipu tu lg trus mama c.a.b.u.t ler....

dear sons... kalau mama tak pernah tipu kamu.. please kamu jangan sesekali tipu mama n bapak... mama percaya kamu dengan sepenuh hati tapi once kamu pecah tembok percaya mama.. confirm after this mama tak akan layan kamu dah.... eq mama tak sekuat bapak kamu... dia masih boleh maafkan lg... mama pun kena mandi bunga kot hehehe...